Within these four walls,
It feels like there is no tomorrow
You, me hugged by silence and not love.
You lay your secrets bare
Tell me I’m not the one anymore,
After 7 years of thought.
Every blink and breath of yours buries me to the ground
Everything changed that day, when she came into your life.
I started fading in your world, and I didn’t even see it
Maybe I did, but I believed your words like a fool.
It was a bright day outside, but the rays I couldn’t see,
For I was blinded by your betrayal
You told me I was too complicated for you.
Said your parents won’t like me.
You told me, you want something simple
And you and her
You and her fit perfectly like pieces of a puzzle.
Your words ring in my head
My throat chokes gasping for air
Memories come back
When you introduced her as your friend
Now you were telling me it was something more.
She became conveniently single
And creeped between you and me
You searched 7 years to find her,
I wonder why you led me to believe I was your missing piece?
You say you mean well,
And it’s the best for both of us.
While you push me off a cliff
And ask me to live my life my best life.
But darling, I’m in freefall.
All this time while I nurtured the love and friendship
In hopes of a forever together
Swift Betrayal came to me wrapped as an unsuspecting Christmas present
Right place, Right time,
Glad it all worked out for you.
Even in a game with many winners,
I get to lose, wonder why.
You say you don’t mean to do it,
But honey, you burnt me with your words,
And asked me to bask in the warmth before it’s too late.
All along,
I have been fighting a losing game,
my heart, my love, so deep,
so pure
You let it sink and watched me drown.
I look back to the day,
When she came crying to you
Once she broke up,
You told me there is nothing to worry and
Asked to dance with me to a symphony,
When it should have been sirens.
And as it goes,
One day you discussed your future with her,
While mine became a blur.
You say you value me,
But darling you bury me like a dirty secret,
Call our love a joke
And expect me to laugh.
Haha, baby you pierce my soul
With your betrayal and lies
And ask me to seek pleasure in the pain
Sweetheart, all this while you promised me heaven,
Where it will all be okay, you and I
But you only show me hell.
Now I’m stuck hanging in limbo,
Wondering how did it all come to this?
